Sometimes you feel like a nut

     I find myself not being able to stop thinking about just about everything that has gone on in the last week. Are we going to try to get pregnant or aren't we? I take the labs on day three and start this pill after the labs and that pill on day five and have an ultrasound on this day. My ovaries hurt. Why do my ovaries hurt? Is it from the medication? It's probably from the medication. Oh my goodness, look how cute that onesie is! We're going to have a baby. We're going to wait to have a baby. Wait, what's going on? I keep trying to tell myself to let it go and just go with it. But I can not turn my mind off. It seems to be the hardest thing for me to just think about anything else. I start out with good intentions and somehow I always veer back to all of it. Does anyone have a suggestion as to what I can do to relax a little? I've considered copious amounts of alcohol but I'm not sure that's the smartest plan. I just need to find a healthy balance between real life and baby brain.

     On a side note, I found this onesie on Pinterest and I think it's flippin adorable.

     Alright, enough of that. Peace out, homes.